A
- Available: whenever I have time.
- Age: 18y 2m 18d
- Annoyance: pressure
- Allergic: luckily nothing
- Animal: cats. definitely cats.
- Actor: there are so many great artists. johnny depp is genious!

B
- Beer: love it!
- Birthday: july 25
- Best Friend: i have one, but won't tell the name here.
- Body Part on opposite/same sex: hair and eyes <3
- Best feeling in the world: lying in bed, taking a bath or being with my bf
- Blind or Deaf: hard thing to decide, but i think i'd rather be blind. music takes a too big part in my life.
- Best weather: 24°, clear sky with some clouds and a warm wind blowing.
- Been in Love: i am
- Been bitched out?: yes, and it made me stronger. thx to that person!
- Been on stage?: yes, playing bass, it's an awesome feeling
- Believe in yourself?: 50% of my lifetime
- Believe in life on other planets: yes
- Believe in miracles: i don't
- Believe in Magic: i wish i could.
- Believe in God: i believe in a holy spirit
- Believe in Satan: no
- Believe in Santa: no
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes
- Believe in Evolution: of course

C
- Car: they're useful, but i wouldn't need one.
- Candy: luv it
- Cake or pie: both xD

D
- Day or Night: depends on the season
- Dream vehicle: can't think of one right now
- Danced: on my own in the flat or out in the "discotheque" with or without my friends ^^
- Dance in the rain: just did it this summer to indian music xD
- Dance in the middle of the street?: with some influence of alcohole - yeah!

E
- Eggs: yummy...
- Eyes: green, blue or any light colour
- Everyone has: failures
- Ever failed a class?: yes. twice. and i'm absolute not proud of it (though it maybe seems so here right now)

F
- First crush: a class mate in elementary school.
- Full name: to be read on my id
- First thoughts waking up: how late is it?
- Food: sushi, pizza, chinese food, curry, raspberries, cheese,...

G
- Greatest Fear: being hated by everyone
- Gum: eating it feels like i'm making a fool of my stomach, it always seems like it's waiting for something to work on if i use my jaw... but i still love gum ^^
- Get along with your parents?: quite well.

H
- Hair colour: blond
- Height: i'm not too sure, but i think 173 cm-ish
- Happy: trying to be happy though we've had much bad weather lately
- Holidays: wasting my time and sleeping too long ^^
- How do you want to die: having everything settled and being at least a bit prepared.
- Hate: liver with onions, onion itself, beetroot, intolerance

I
Idiot: works in every language (answer stolen from gabs ^^)

J
- Jewelry: i'm not wearing much, but i like it.
- Job: would be nice, i need money xD

K
- Kids: are something i don't want to think about yet if it's about having own kids
- Kickboxing or karate: karate
- Keep a journal?: it's interesting but mostly pretty embarassing

L
- Longest Car Ride: no idea
- Love: hard to tell, but i definitely love my bf and my family
- Letter: haven't written letters in ages, only for homework
- Laughed so hard you cried: i don't remember the reason but it happened in thelast two weeks
- Love at first sight: crush - yes, love - no

M
- Milk flavor: normal
- Movie: the science of sleep, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the darjeeling limited,...
- Mooned anyone?: a band, four or five years ago
- Marriage: do i have to think about that after 4 months of my first relationship to a boy?
- Motion sickness?: when i read something in a car
- McD's or BK: BK, though the ice cream is wonderful at mcD's

N
- Number of siblings: 2, twins
- Number of piercings: none
- Number: 42 xD

O
- Overused phrases: Idiot! / Ich glaub, ich spinne!
- One wish: being a successful musical journalist
- One phobia: smelling onion

P
- Place you'd like to live: by the sea
- Pepsi/Coke: coke

Q
- Quail: yuck...
- Questionnaires: nom nom nom...

R
- Reason to cry: anger, losing someone, pity
- Reality T.V.: if you watch it and listen carefully, you can hear your brain getting dumber. ;D
- Radio station: MOTOR FM!!! <3
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yup, i can

S
- Song: The Bravery - Honest Mistake (not having anything to do with my life atm, it's just a all-time-favorite of mine ^^)
- Shoe size: 42 or 8.5, bigger than my bf's xD
- Sushi: luv luv luv luv luv luv...
- Skipped school: too many times
- Slept outside: in a tent
- Seen a dead body?: no
- Smoked?: only shisha
- Skinny dipped?: dunno what that is
- Shower daily?: no
- Sing well?: i don't know. maybe well, but not special.
- In the shower?: taking a bath
- Swear?: too often
- Stuffed animals?: i still have too many of them
- Single/Group dates: perhaps not a bad thing
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries, blueberries are a bit too sour
- Scientists need to invent: can't think of anything

T
- Time for bed: between 10 pm and 1 am.
- Thunderstorms: like to watch them when i'm at home or something
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: i can't

U
- Unpredictable: i don't know if i am
- Understanding?: depends on the topic

V
- Vegetable you hate: do onions belong to vegetables? ^^
- Vegetable you love: fried aubergine
- Vacation spot: Ireland, Sweden or Denmark

W
- Weakness: when i'm tired or angry
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: the question should have been "which one of your friends do you act like most?" xD
- Worst weather: Hail.
- Walk with a book on your head?: it's funny

X
- X-Rays: had one when my arm was broken

Y
-Year it is now: 2009 after Christ
-Yellow: irritating, but it depends on the surrounding colours

Z
- Zoo animal: lions and monkeys
- Zodiac sign: leo

RULES
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
I had a night that made me think like it, but now I'm feeling like crap. Nothing's changed! ^^

2. Tall?
I think I'm okay.

3. In your pajamas?
no, not anymore

4. Left handed?
no

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Yola

2. Talked to on the phone:
mum

3. Person to text you:
Yola

4. Was today better than yesterday?
I hope it's getting a bit better. At least I'll be going to the cinema.

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
42

2. Color(s):
green

3. Fruit:
raspberries <3

4. Places:
my bed, Zehlendorf, White Trash Fast Food

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: think of someone

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yes

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Mamma Mia

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: White Trash Fast Food

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: only with reason

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I'm trying to

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Why did it have to end up this way?

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 3

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Just Jack - Starz In Their Eyes

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: heart, honestly!

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: July

Q: What did you do last night?
A: play guitar, listen to music, sleep

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
Donnacha

2. Are you happy?:
not really

3. Are you sad?:
yes

4. Are you bored?:
no

6. Are you nervous?:
a bit

8. Are you tired?:
no

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Paula

002. Nick names?
Cleo, Pleo, Paulinchen (>.<

003. Eye color?
brown

004. Zodiac sign?
Leo

005. Male or female?
Female

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007]

008. Slut?
some call me, but actually I'm a really nice girl with good manners (I think ^^)

009. Smart?
in the last days I didn't act really smart

010. Hair color?
blonde

011. Long or short?
shoulder-long, but I wish it was longer

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
both

016. Drink or Smoke?
drink

020. Tattoos?
no

021. Righty or lefty?
....


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
a girl named Kathi

025. first crush?
Ayk, my first love joke

027. First pet?
never had a pet

028. First big vacation?
Bulgaria

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
no

050. Drinking?
no...but I'm thirsty

052. I'm about to:
go to the cinema with Olli

053. Listening to?
TempEau

054. Plans for today?
cinemaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -.-

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Taller

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
better both of it

074. Sensitive or loud?
sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
never heard of that

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
nope

081. Ran away from home?
uhm, no

084. Broken someone's heart?
yes, I think so =/

085. Been arrested?
no, thank god

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Miracles?
sometimes

092. Heaven?
somehow

093. Santa Claus?
no, but jultomte XD

094. Love?
yes, I do

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Do you like someone?
yes

099. Do you believe in God?
hm... depends on the situation

100. Answered the truth on all questions:
100%!!!!

RULES
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
nope, you are already NOT perfect again, if you ARE perfect

2. Tall?
no...

3. In your pajamas?
uhm, nope...

4. Left handed?
no

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Cassi

2. Talked to on the phone:
my grandma

3. Person to text you:
my mum -.-

4. Was today better than yesterday?
not really, the weather is better today

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
7

2. Color(s):
normally green and blue, in the last time pink, turquoise, neon green

3. Fruit:
raspberries <3

4. Places:
my bed, Zehlendorf, White Trash Fast Food ^^

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I noticed I had a quite interesting dream...

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: some guys from my class.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Schwer verliebt (du auch, conny??? XD)

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: my room (does that really count?)

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: uhm... I think less than I'd like to

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I'm trying to

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I don't know when exactly, but it's not so long ago...

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: I wanna sleep!!!

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Die Ärzte - Lied vom Scheitern (economy version XD)

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: stomach

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: July

Q: What did you do last night?
A: sleep

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
my angel

2. Are you happy?:
hm, I'm okay

3. Are you sad?:
no

4. Are you bored?:
nope

6. Are you nervous?:
no

8. Are you tired?:
not really

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Paula

002. Nick names?
Cleo, Pleo, Paulinchen (>.<

003. Eye color?
brown

004. Zodiac sign?
Leo

005. Male or female?
Female

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007]

008. Slut?
some call me, but actually I'm a really nice girl with good manners

009. Smart?
yes, sirrrrrrrr!

010. Hair color?
blonde

011. Long or short?
shoulder-long, but I wish it was longer

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
difficult question...

016. Drink or Smoke?
drink

020. Tattoos?
nope

021. Righty or lefty?
....


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
a girl named Kathi

025. first crush?
Ayk, my first love joke

027. First pet?
never had a pet

028. First big vacation?
Bulgaria

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
no

050. Drinking?
no...but I'm thirsty

052. I'm about to:
go to Zehlendorf and take a walk

053. Listening to?
still Die Ärzte

054. Plans for today?
taking a walk, being excited about tomorrow...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Taller

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
better both of it

074. Sensitive or loud?
both XD

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
never heard of that

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
nope

081. Ran away from home?
uhm, no

084. Broken someone's heart?
yes, I think so =/

085. Been arrested?
no, thank god

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Miracles?
sometimes

092. Heaven?
somehow

093. Santa Claus?
no, but jultomte XD

094. Love?
yes, fo shizzle!!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Do you like someone?
my angel, my family, my friends

099. Do you believe in God?
hm... actually not really

100. Answered the truth on all questions:
100%!!!!

Hey there!

I think it's time for a new journal, now that I haven't written any for a long time.
At the moment I'm feeling okay, but my mood can change in all of a sudden.
I'm bearing a big lie and really have to handle this one out soon. Actually I don't wanna talk about this too much, maybe when it's over.

Outside the sun is shining and they say it won't change in the next days. Finally it's getting warmer, yay!!! X3

In the last time I got really obsessed with the british tv series "The Mighty Boosh" (as you can see in my favorites XP), especially with Noel Fielding. Actually a big influense of my current style change. I'm trying to wear bright colors instead of all black (but I'm still wearing some black clothes in combination with colors); I'm listening to Klaxons and Robots In Disguise and I think I'm getting a bit more light-hearted.
But:
+ I still like Jazz and some Funk!
+ I'm not wearing make-up yet.
+ It's still hard for me pretending I would be happy all the time.

You should see my mum, she's sometimes so confused about these changes! XD On friday we went shopping and she was like "What's up with you? First your clothes couldn't be dark enough and now they have to be in very bright colors? oO"
All I can say is: lol XD

In school not everything is alright, but I'm doing my best to change that. Right now my best friends are some high-school graduates, so now they're having their exams and then they'll be gone. -.- I'm wondering whether I'll survive that...

Hm, what else could I tell you...
- Today a package arrived that I've been waiting for since christmas. But it was definitely worth the waiting! X3
- My next concerts will probably be Johnossi on 29th of April, Mark Ronson on 13th of May and I'm still thinking about going to the gig of Gavin DeGraw...
- I'm having weird dreams about kissing a friend of mine from my class oO You can't imagine how irritating that is! I don't even like him THAT much! ... I think...
- I need moneeeeyyyyy!!!!!!! >.<
- I think Mando Diao should come to Berlin again soon! In the middle of Junde or later would be perfect!!!
- ...

I think that's quite enough!
Have a nice time and enjoy the sunshine! If you don't have any sunshine: Believe me, it'll change!

Greetz,
Pleå

P.S.: The headline is taken from "Big Lies" by The Rain. Check 'em out!
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I got tagged by

Your boy side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an x-box.
[ ] Played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (no, unfortunately not *sniff*)
[ ] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You wear boxers.

Total = 8 points.
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Your girl side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[\] You like wearing jewelry. (depends on what you call jewelry. It's fun to play around with ^^ )
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie star wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[/] You care about what you look like. (I care about it and I don't like it, but I don't change it...)
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total= 9

wow...uhm...I'm kinda both...but still a bit more girly...

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